Miss USA Cat Fight! Plus, Boob Jobs and Transsexuals!

This is gettin' good! Now that Miss USA loser, er--first runner-up--Carrie Prejean has become a spokesperson for the anti-gay National Organization for Marriage (NOM), the sequined gloves are coming off! Or at least the media is positioning it that way.

Turns out that Prejean has--*gasp*--had a boob job! And the Miss California pageant paid for the procedure--according to former Miss USA Shanna Moakler, who is also co-executive director for the Miss California pageant as well as a budding reality TV star and a former Playboy model. Not that any of this really matters, but it's refreshing to know that Prejean's beauty is as manufactured as her opinions about gay marriage. Moakler, to her credit, has been taking the high road in most of this, but she was honest when a reporter asked if the Miss California organization had paid to plump up Prejean.

Come on, Carrie--if Jesus had meant for you to have boobs, he would've given you some. Therefore, I believe your boob job is against God's will! No offense to anyone, but I think we need to protect traditional boobs. It's just how I was raised.

I saw Carrie on the Today show this morning, and she's thrown herself into supporting NOM. Poor Matt Lauer couldn't get anything intelligent or even controversial out of Prejean. Seriously, the girl couldn't even defend her support of this organization or its political stance against gay marriage. Sad, really.

And there's more! Photos have surfaced of Prejean getting all smiley with well-known transsexual Amanda Lepore! (That's Amanda on the left.) Now, I know one photo doesn't necessarily mean anything, but Miss-Holier-Than-Thou really ought to think about who she's photographed with if she wants to become the poster child for a political cause. Carrie looks awfully comfortable hanging out with a transsexual, don't you think?

I love it when politics gets surreal. I can eat this stuff for breakfast!

Miss USA Cat Fight! Plus, Boob Jobs and Transsexuals!

This is gettin' good! Now that Miss USA loser, er--first runner-up--Carrie Prejean has become a spokesperson for the anti-gay National Organization for Marriage (NOM), the sequined gloves are coming off! Or at least the media is positioning it that way.

Turns out that Prejean has--*gasp*--had a boob job! And the Miss California pageant paid for the procedure--according to former Miss USA Shanna Moakler, who is also co-executive director for the Miss California pageant as well as a budding reality TV star and a former Playboy model. Not that any of this really matters, but it's refreshing to know that Prejean's beauty is as manufactured as her opinions about gay marriage. Moakler, to her credit, has been taking the high road in most of this, but she was honest when a reporter asked if the Miss California organization had paid to plump up Prejean.

Come on, Carrie--if Jesus had meant for you to have boobs, he would've given you some. Therefore, I believe your boob job is against God's will! No offense to anyone, but I think we need to protect traditional boobs. It's just how I was raised.

I saw Carrie on the Today show this morning, and she's thrown herself into supporting NOM. Poor Matt Lauer couldn't get anything intelligent or even controversial out of Prejean. Seriously, the girl couldn't even defend her support of this organization or its political stance against gay marriage. Sad, really.

And there's more! Photos have surfaced of Prejean getting all smiley with well-known transsexual Amanda Lepore! (That's Amanda on the left.) Now, I know one photo doesn't necessarily mean anything, but Miss-Holier-Than-Thou really ought to think about who she's photographed with if she wants to become the poster child for a political cause. Carrie looks awfully comfortable hanging out with a transsexual, don't you think?

I love it when politics gets surreal. I can eat this stuff for breakfast!

On Pins and Needles: My First Visit to the Acupuncturist

This isn't really my right foot--but it IS my right foot that's bothering me. Which is why I decided to give acupuncture a try.

A couple of years ago, I began experiencing pain in my foot. Turns out the bone that connects to my big toe is too long. Now that I'm old and decrepit, my tendons and ligaments are stretching, and it's all working together to occasionally cause pain when I walk. I've had cortisone shots in the joint, and that helps temporarily. I've also seen 2 different podiatrists, but they were both disasters and caused more problems than they were worth! Also threw out most of my old shoes and bought new ones that better fit my old, decrepit feet.

But the problem flared up again recently, so to acupuncturist I went. I don't know if it works, but it certainly couldn't hurt to try. According to the American Academy of Medical Acupuncturists: In the past 2,000 years, more people have been successfully treated with acupuncture than with all other health modalities combined."

So there! Better option than surgery, for sure. In fact, I'm determined to try every alternative out there and to manage the challenge as best I can, only choosing surgery as a last resort!

I describe my problem to the acupuncturist, and then she describes how she can help. She makes a point to say that acupuncture will not cure my problem, but it can increase blood flow to help with pain and inflammation. Sounds great. So I lie down on the bed, and she proceed to place a total of 12 needles in me, mostly in my right foot but also some up and down the outside of both legs. She says this will help with balancing the energy and blood flow and release problems in the legs caused by overcompensating for my foot pain. One special needle is reserved for the center of my head, my crown chakra, to help with relaxation. She puts on some wonderful music, turns the lights down low and leaves me alone for 20 minutes, checking on me once to flick the needles and see how I'm doing.

Afterwards, I didn't feel any immediate change, although my foot did begin to feel better over the course of the next few days, which could've been unrelated to the acupuncture. But the doctor said to return for a few follow-up visits in order to get the most benefit from the practice. I'll give it another try or two next week to see if I can tell any improvements. Spending 20 minutes lying quietly on a table--even with needles stuck into my body--beats the hell out of sawing my toe bone in half and weeks of pain and recuperation!

On Pins and Needles: My First Visit to the Acupuncturist

This isn't really my right foot--but it IS my right foot that's bothering me. Which is why I decided to give acupuncture a try.

A couple of years ago, I began experiencing pain in my foot. Turns out the bone that connects to my big toe is too long. Now that I'm old and decrepit, my tendons and ligaments are stretching, and it's all working together to occasionally cause pain when I walk. I've had cortisone shots in the joint, and that helps temporarily. I've also seen 2 different podiatrists, but they were both disasters and caused more problems than they were worth! Also threw out most of my old shoes and bought new ones that better fit my old, decrepit feet.

But the problem flared up again recently, so to acupuncturist I went. I don't know if it works, but it certainly couldn't hurt to try. According to the American Academy of Medical Acupuncturists: In the past 2,000 years, more people have been successfully treated with acupuncture than with all other health modalities combined."

So there! Better option than surgery, for sure. In fact, I'm determined to try every alternative out there and to manage the challenge as best I can, only choosing surgery as a last resort!

I describe my problem to the acupuncturist, and then she describes how she can help. She makes a point to say that acupuncture will not cure my problem, but it can increase blood flow to help with pain and inflammation. Sounds great. So I lie down on the bed, and she proceed to place a total of 12 needles in me, mostly in my right foot but also some up and down the outside of both legs. She says this will help with balancing the energy and blood flow and release problems in the legs caused by overcompensating for my foot pain. One special needle is reserved for the center of my head, my crown chakra, to help with relaxation. She puts on some wonderful music, turns the lights down low and leaves me alone for 20 minutes, checking on me once to flick the needles and see how I'm doing.

Afterwards, I didn't feel any immediate change, although my foot did begin to feel better over the course of the next few days, which could've been unrelated to the acupuncture. But the doctor said to return for a few follow-up visits in order to get the most benefit from the practice. I'll give it another try or two next week to see if I can tell any improvements. Spending 20 minutes lying quietly on a table--even with needles stuck into my body--beats the hell out of sawing my toe bone in half and weeks of pain and recuperation!

Daily Distraction: Nick Youngquest

Can someone explain why most rugby and soccer players are so willing to pose naked?

Not that I'm complaining! Here's Austrailian rugby star Nick Youngquest in a series of shots for Tetu magazine, which, I think, is a French gay magazine. As far as I know, Nick isn't gay--which is another mystery. You never get American football or baseball players posing in any form of undress for anything, much less a gay magazine. So thank heavens for the David Beckhams, the Nick Youngquests and all those other truly manly men who aren't afraid to let the rest of us take a peek!

Americans are so uptight. Thanks for distracting me, Nick! Click here for more.

Daily Distraction: Nick Youngquest

Can someone explain why most rugby and soccer players are so willing to pose naked?

Not that I'm complaining! Here's Austrailian rugby star Nick Youngquest in a series of shots for Tetu magazine, which, I think, is a French gay magazine. As far as I know, Nick isn't gay--which is another mystery. You never get American football or baseball players posing in any form of undress for anything, much less a gay magazine. So thank heavens for the David Beckhams, the Nick Youngquests and all those other truly manly men who aren't afraid to let the rest of us take a peek!

Americans are so uptight. Thanks for distracting me, Nick! Click here for more.

Mystery Flower in the Grove!

I first saw this last year and still can't identify what it is. These grow in clumps all over the Grove, just inches off the ground. The white flowers are difficult to see because they bloom up under the leaves, which are arranged like little green umbrellas.

Guess I'll figure out what it is one day...

Mystery Flower in the Grove!

I first saw this last year and still can't identify what it is. These grow in clumps all over the Grove, just inches off the ground. The white flowers are difficult to see because they bloom up under the leaves, which are arranged like little green umbrellas.

Guess I'll figure out what it is one day...

The Six of Pentacles and an Unexpected Gift

Still doing my daily Tarot readings, and Friday I pulled the Six of Pentacles--a card that I had never seen before (how exciting!). According to my companion book, this card is all about financial gifts. These could be in the form of jobs, personal gifts, inheritances and so on.

from the Tarot of Trees by Dana Driscoll

At first, I thought, "Yeah, right." Things have seemed a bit bleak lately in the financial area. But I'm always hopeful.

Well, my gift arrived! It wasn't a windfall, certainly. It was actually a bit funny and completely took me by surprise. Even had to check the ego. A friend and I went to see "The Soloist" on Friday evening (a great movie--I highly recommend it. Excellent performances, and it had me thinking about the nature/source of mental illness and creativity, as well as sound therapy and color therapy. All in one film!).

Since my friend is retired, he gets a senior citizen discount. Then I step up and the girl in the booth asks, "Do you qualify for the senior citizen discount?" Wait--did I hear what she said? I asked her to repeat the question. "Do you qualify for the senior citizen discount?" she repeated. Now, I was insulted!? How old do I look!? I like to think I'm a reasonably well-maintained and still-sexy 41!

Ever polite (despite my bruised ego), I simply said no. She replies, "Let's just pretend you do," and she promptly gave me the discount!

Maybe she thought my friend and I were a couple and she was being nice. Does she do this for everyone who has a little gray in their goatee? I did thank her and then enjoyed the movie. Later that night, as I was sitting on the deck looking up at the stars, it occurred to me: This was my gift!

A small discount on a movie ticket is all it was, but I was still thankful. I could've been rude to the girl and taken her action personally. I doubt she was being nasty. Who knows, maybe she was simply in a good mood and believes, like I do, that regular movie prices are an outrage (I DO sound like an old man, don't I?).

The tarot companion book had a few additional thoughts that I particularly liked regarding the Six of Pentacles:

"Treasures are found simply lying in our path. What a wonderful surprise to find ourselves grabbing opportunities that appear in our fingertips. The Six of Pentacles reminds us that the world will provide if we are open to receiving. What we put out in the world will come back to us."

Rather than get all huffy at being considered a senior citizen, this experience has reminded me to look for ways that I can offer small, unexpected gifts to others. It can be a tough world, and we all need this from time to time. Thanks for visiting!

The Six of Pentacles and an Unexpected Gift

Still doing my daily Tarot readings, and Friday I pulled the Six of Pentacles--a card that I had never seen before (how exciting!). According to my companion book, this card is all about financial gifts. These could be in the form of jobs, personal gifts, inheritances and so on.

from the Tarot of Trees by Dana Driscoll

At first, I thought, "Yeah, right." Things have seemed a bit bleak lately in the financial area. But I'm always hopeful.

Well, my gift arrived! It wasn't a windfall, certainly. It was actually a bit funny and completely took me by surprise. Even had to check the ego. A friend and I went to see "The Soloist" on Friday evening (a great movie--I highly recommend it. Excellent performances, and it had me thinking about the nature/source of mental illness and creativity, as well as sound therapy and color therapy. All in one film!).

Since my friend is retired, he gets a senior citizen discount. Then I step up and the girl in the booth asks, "Do you qualify for the senior citizen discount?" Wait--did I hear what she said? I asked her to repeat the question. "Do you qualify for the senior citizen discount?" she repeated. Now, I was insulted!? How old do I look!? I like to think I'm a reasonably well-maintained and still-sexy 41!

Ever polite (despite my bruised ego), I simply said no. She replies, "Let's just pretend you do," and she promptly gave me the discount!

Maybe she thought my friend and I were a couple and she was being nice. Does she do this for everyone who has a little gray in their goatee? I did thank her and then enjoyed the movie. Later that night, as I was sitting on the deck looking up at the stars, it occurred to me: This was my gift!

A small discount on a movie ticket is all it was, but I was still thankful. I could've been rude to the girl and taken her action personally. I doubt she was being nasty. Who knows, maybe she was simply in a good mood and believes, like I do, that regular movie prices are an outrage (I DO sound like an old man, don't I?).

The tarot companion book had a few additional thoughts that I particularly liked regarding the Six of Pentacles:

"Treasures are found simply lying in our path. What a wonderful surprise to find ourselves grabbing opportunities that appear in our fingertips. The Six of Pentacles reminds us that the world will provide if we are open to receiving. What we put out in the world will come back to us."

Rather than get all huffy at being considered a senior citizen, this experience has reminded me to look for ways that I can offer small, unexpected gifts to others. It can be a tough world, and we all need this from time to time. Thanks for visiting!

Miss California Is the New Conservative Poster Girl---and They Can Have Her!

Because apparently, conservatives only like busty blondes who can't put an intelligent answer together when asked a question. I didn't see the Miss USA pageant, but everyone's talking about how Miss California's answer to a question about gay marriage may have cost her the crown; she placed as first runner-up. Despite the fact that Carrie Prejean's answer made no sense, conservatives are hailing her as some kind of symbol of good ol' American values. I suppose so, if your values are fumbling the facts, parochialism and blatant bigotry.

As a reward for her mediocrity and intolerance, Prejean has appeared on Fox News and other networks, been praised by state legislators and is receiving accolades from various conservative/Christian bloggers and activists. Next thing you know, this chick will replace Elisabeth Hasselbeck on "The View" because Liz is "too liberal!"

So let's dissect, shall we? I'll go line by line, with her answer and my critique.

Miss C: "We live in a land where you can choose same-sex marriage or the opposite."
Me: No we don't, sweetie. Right now, only 4 out of 50 states recognize same-sex marriage or civil unions between homosexuals. Your home state of California currently does not, so what "land" do you mean exactly? Are you secretly Canadian, perhaps?

Miss C: "And you know what, I think in my country, in my family, I think that I believe that a marriage should be between a man and a woman."
Me: Well, you know what, that's sweet. But this is also MY country, and I have beliefs, too. But beliefs can be many things. Some people in this diverse country of ours believe that a woman who prances around stage in revealing clothes like you do is a whore and will go to hell. Others believe that women belong in the home raising children. Still others believe women should be submissive to men in all areas of life. That's the family I was raised in, but unlike you, I can see where my family and my raisin' were wrong.

Miss C: "No offense to anybody out there, but that's how I was raised."
Me: Well, that makes it all ok! No offense to black people then, because you see, I was raised to think black people are all unintelligent criminals. I was raised to think the same about everyone who isn't white, actually. Which means Obama really shouldn't be President, you know, because he's biracial, which is almost worse than full-blooded black, cause that means some white woman forgot how she was raised. No, that's a crutch, missy. Real leaders and role models don't parrot the beliefs of their families. They think about issues and form their own opinions.

Well, that's it--that's Miss California's stunning defense of heterosexual marriage! She should write a book! Why isn't she running for public office?! Just what we need--another Sarah Palin!

Seriously, what is it with conservative women and their inability to speak coherently on political topics?

And for the record, Miss Cali, should you try any more pageants, remember this: Us queers love us some beauty queens, but we'll turn on you in a hot, damn minute if you burn us! (Anita Bryant anyone?)

Miss California Is the New Conservative Poster Girl---and They Can Have Her!

Because apparently, conservatives only like busty blondes who can't put an intelligent answer together when asked a question. I didn't see the Miss USA pageant, but everyone's talking about how Miss California's answer to a question about gay marriage may have cost her the crown; she placed as first runner-up. Despite the fact that Carrie Prejean's answer made no sense, conservatives are hailing her as some kind of symbol of good ol' American values. I suppose so, if your values are fumbling the facts, parochialism and blatant bigotry.

As a reward for her mediocrity and intolerance, Prejean has appeared on Fox News and other networks, been praised by state legislators and is receiving accolades from various conservative/Christian bloggers and activists. Next thing you know, this chick will replace Elisabeth Hasselbeck on "The View" because Liz is "too liberal!"

So let's dissect, shall we? I'll go line by line, with her answer and my critique.

Miss C: "We live in a land where you can choose same-sex marriage or the opposite."
Me: No we don't, sweetie. Right now, only 4 out of 50 states recognize same-sex marriage or civil unions between homosexuals. Your home state of California currently does not, so what "land" do you mean exactly? Are you secretly Canadian, perhaps?

Miss C: "And you know what, I think in my country, in my family, I think that I believe that a marriage should be between a man and a woman."
Me: Well, you know what, that's sweet. But this is also MY country, and I have beliefs, too. But beliefs can be many things. Some people in this diverse country of ours believe that a woman who prances around stage in revealing clothes like you do is a whore and will go to hell. Others believe that women belong in the home raising children. Still others believe women should be submissive to men in all areas of life. That's the family I was raised in, but unlike you, I can see where my family and my raisin' were wrong.

Miss C: "No offense to anybody out there, but that's how I was raised."
Me: Well, that makes it all ok! No offense to black people then, because you see, I was raised to think black people are all unintelligent criminals. I was raised to think the same about everyone who isn't white, actually. Which means Obama really shouldn't be President, you know, because he's biracial, which is almost worse than full-blooded black, cause that means some white woman forgot how she was raised. No, that's a crutch, missy. Real leaders and role models don't parrot the beliefs of their families. They think about issues and form their own opinions.

Well, that's it--that's Miss California's stunning defense of heterosexual marriage! She should write a book! Why isn't she running for public office?! Just what we need--another Sarah Palin!

Seriously, what is it with conservative women and their inability to speak coherently on political topics?

And for the record, Miss Cali, should you try any more pageants, remember this: Us queers love us some beauty queens, but we'll turn on you in a hot, damn minute if you burn us! (Anita Bryant anyone?)

Thousands Evacuated as Myrtle Beach Fires Spread!

I just heard that my partner's cousin was evacuated last night because of a spreading brush fire! She's safe but more than 15,000 acres have been burned and many houses destroyed. His cousin said a friend lost her home last night. No word yet on her own home, and the fires continue to burn!

Thousands Evacuated as Myrtle Beach Fires Spread!

I just heard that my partner's cousin was evacuated last night because of a spreading brush fire! She's safe but more than 15,000 acres have been burned and many houses destroyed. His cousin said a friend lost her home last night. No word yet on her own home, and the fires continue to burn!

Paraguay Asks: "Who the Baby Daddy--Times 3!"

I just find this interesting on a number of levels. Paraguay's President Fernando Lugo is apparently quite the ladies man and can't keep his pantalones zipped! He's now being accused of fathering a 3rd illegitimate child. That's right--three. I can't find anything that says Lugo is married but--he was a Roman Catholic priest!

He resigned his priestly duties in 2004 and then turned to politics. With that vow of chastity no longer an issue, I guess Lugo felt he had to make up for lost time! It's kind of sad, really, since his election was a watershed of sorts for Paraguay, being that Lugo was a former priest, a liberal and outside the entrenched power structure of the country.

And we thought Bill Clinton was a horndog! Of course, can someone say, "Contraception!?"

Paraguay Asks: "Who the Baby Daddy--Times 3!"

I just find this interesting on a number of levels. Paraguay's President Fernando Lugo is apparently quite the ladies man and can't keep his pantalones zipped! He's now being accused of fathering a 3rd illegitimate child. That's right--three. I can't find anything that says Lugo is married but--he was a Roman Catholic priest!

He resigned his priestly duties in 2004 and then turned to politics. With that vow of chastity no longer an issue, I guess Lugo felt he had to make up for lost time! It's kind of sad, really, since his election was a watershed of sorts for Paraguay, being that Lugo was a former priest, a liberal and outside the entrenched power structure of the country.

And we thought Bill Clinton was a horndog! Of course, can someone say, "Contraception!?"

Will Obama Make Good on Environmental Promises?

It's looking to be "yes," but time will tell, and Obama is in for a fight from conservatives and those states that fear their economies will be hurt by new environmental legislation.

Offshore wind power is getting closer to wider use as the administration took the step of finalizing rules, what you can and cannot do, as well as how revenue will be shared nearby states. I'm hopeful that this energy source will help reduce our dependence on coal and oil.

And hearings continue this week in DC on Obama's climate and energy bill, which he says will help produce more "green jobs" and stimulate our national economy. Congress is fighting over how much to charge large producers of carbon emissions and what the impact will be on our economy. Personally, I say "Stick it to'em!" These companies need an incentive to innovate, and money is all they understand. We have to stop falling into the trap of looking only at the short term and instead develop a longer range vision for the future of this country.

That's my 2 cents, anyway.

Will Obama Make Good on Environmental Promises?

It's looking to be "yes," but time will tell, and Obama is in for a fight from conservatives and those states that fear their economies will be hurt by new environmental legislation.

Offshore wind power is getting closer to wider use as the administration took the step of finalizing rules, what you can and cannot do, as well as how revenue will be shared nearby states. I'm hopeful that this energy source will help reduce our dependence on coal and oil.

And hearings continue this week in DC on Obama's climate and energy bill, which he says will help produce more "green jobs" and stimulate our national economy. Congress is fighting over how much to charge large producers of carbon emissions and what the impact will be on our economy. Personally, I say "Stick it to'em!" These companies need an incentive to innovate, and money is all they understand. We have to stop falling into the trap of looking only at the short term and instead develop a longer range vision for the future of this country.

That's my 2 cents, anyway.

Oh Yeah, It's Earth Day!

See that sign? Seriously, we should be caring for our world EVERY day, not just April 22!

If you don't know where to start, try here. These days, there are so many local events focusing on Earth Day, no matter where you live. I know of at least 2 happening today in my own little burg, plus I'm volunteering at one this coming Saturday.

No excuses, people! Pick up litter, reduce, reuse and recycle. Don't make me beat you with my druid/shaman staff thingy!

Oh Yeah, It's Earth Day!

See that sign? Seriously, we should be caring for our world EVERY day, not just April 22!

If you don't know where to start, try here. These days, there are so many local events focusing on Earth Day, no matter where you live. I know of at least 2 happening today in my own little burg, plus I'm volunteering at one this coming Saturday.

No excuses, people! Pick up litter, reduce, reuse and recycle. Don't make me beat you with my druid/shaman staff thingy!

Julie Andrews Takes Over Belgian Train Station with "Sound of Music"

A friend sent this and it totally melted my grinchy little heart and--give me a moment--I even shed a few tears! OMG--what is wrong with me? But who can resist Julie Andrews' crystal-clear voice and the joyful, kooky dancing?

This was actually a stunt held in Antwerp to help find cast members for a production of "Sound of Music," but I love it anyway. It touches on something beautiful, innocent and joyful that I think we need much more of in the world right now. At least I do.

Julie Andrews Takes Over Belgian Train Station with "Sound of Music"

A friend sent this and it totally melted my grinchy little heart and--give me a moment--I even shed a few tears! OMG--what is wrong with me? But who can resist Julie Andrews' crystal-clear voice and the joyful, kooky dancing?

This was actually a stunt held in Antwerp to help find cast members for a production of "Sound of Music," but I love it anyway. It touches on something beautiful, innocent and joyful that I think we need much more of in the world right now. At least I do.

Latin American Leaders and Obama Chillaxin' in Trinidad

Everything's more laid back in the Caribbean, mon! Which is probably a good thing. Would love to be there right now myself.

Obama really impressed Latin American leaders at the recent Summit of the Americas, held in the island nation of Trinidad and Tobago. What caught my eye in particular was the title of a book that Venezuelan President Hugo Chavez (who once called George W. Bush "the devil"--ha!) gave to Obama. Titled "The Open Veins of Latin America: Five Centuries of the Pillage of a Continent" by Eduardo Galeano, it was on my required reading list for a course I took for my master's degree!

Who knows if Obama will actually read it, but I would like to know what he thinks. Personally, I didn't care for it. Yes, I did learn a lot, but I thought the author was way too skewed toward an extreme socialist/communist viewpoint. It was difficult to figure out what was true and what was his opinion. Really no different than reading something from a more capitalist approach.

• But Chavez certainly seemed to have a crush on Obama, and they kept shaking hands. Easy fellas! Chavez said he was even going to restore Venezuela's ambassador to the U.S. ("my people will call your people!"). Aw, that's nice.

• Evo Morales of Bolivia wasn't having any of the love-in, however. Sounds like he needs to consult with those shamans who "endorsed" Obama during the election.

• Nicaragua's Daniel Ortega was polite but, apparently, still bitter over what former U.S. prez Ronald Reagan did to him.

• And Raul Castro is obviously feelin' the love from Obama, as the two have made tentative baby steps toward normalizing U.S./Cuban relations.
  

How can anyone stay angry in Trinidad, a place that obviously knows how to party!?

Latin American Leaders and Obama Chillaxin' in Trinidad

Everything's more laid back in the Caribbean, mon! Which is probably a good thing. Would love to be there right now myself.

Obama really impressed Latin American leaders at the recent Summit of the Americas, held in the island nation of Trinidad and Tobago. What caught my eye in particular was the title of a book that Venezuelan President Hugo Chavez (who once called George W. Bush "the devil"--ha!) gave to Obama. Titled "The Open Veins of Latin America: Five Centuries of the Pillage of a Continent" by Eduardo Galeano, it was on my required reading list for a course I took for my master's degree!

Who knows if Obama will actually read it, but I would like to know what he thinks. Personally, I didn't care for it. Yes, I did learn a lot, but I thought the author was way too skewed toward an extreme socialist/communist viewpoint. It was difficult to figure out what was true and what was his opinion. Really no different than reading something from a more capitalist approach.

• But Chavez certainly seemed to have a crush on Obama, and they kept shaking hands. Easy fellas! Chavez said he was even going to restore Venezuela's ambassador to the U.S. ("my people will call your people!"). Aw, that's nice.

• Evo Morales of Bolivia wasn't having any of the love-in, however. Sounds like he needs to consult with those shamans who "endorsed" Obama during the election.

• Nicaragua's Daniel Ortega was polite but, apparently, still bitter over what former U.S. prez Ronald Reagan did to him.

• And Raul Castro is obviously feelin' the love from Obama, as the two have made tentative baby steps toward normalizing U.S./Cuban relations.
  

How can anyone stay angry in Trinidad, a place that obviously knows how to party!?

It's Difficult to Work When You're Levitating!

Oh, if I were actually, physically levitating, I would SO call Oprah! Or would that be counter to my spiritual principles?

Well, today is just weird, guys. I can't get any work done. I literally FEEL like I'm going to float or levitate away! WTF? I'm sitting here at my computer, totally distracted and unable to focus on the "real world." I keep closing my eyes, leaning against the desk, and I'm experiencing this unusual sensation. It's as if I could simply let go and I would drift upwards.

Which would be kinda cool, but then I suppose I might cross the path of a jet. I'd need a coat, too, since the atmosphere gets really cold way up high. Oh, and an oxygen mask might come in handy. Space suit, too.

Can someone glue my shoes to the floor?!

It's Difficult to Work When You're Levitating!

Oh, if I were actually, physically levitating, I would SO call Oprah! Or would that be counter to my spiritual principles?

Well, today is just weird, guys. I can't get any work done. I literally FEEL like I'm going to float or levitate away! WTF? I'm sitting here at my computer, totally distracted and unable to focus on the "real world." I keep closing my eyes, leaning against the desk, and I'm experiencing this unusual sensation. It's as if I could simply let go and I would drift upwards.

Which would be kinda cool, but then I suppose I might cross the path of a jet. I'd need a coat, too, since the atmosphere gets really cold way up high. Oh, and an oxygen mask might come in handy. Space suit, too.

Can someone glue my shoes to the floor?!

The Reptilians Continue to Infiltrate--Spread the Word!

Yes, my tongue is firmly planted in cheek. But here's the creepy part. Last week I was out of town at a conference. A good friend from high school lives there, so I thought it would be great to catch up. We headed to the downtown area and had a wonderful sushi lunch. We're talking about old friends, jobs, relationships and so on. Keep in mind that we both went to the same Christian school, so spiritual things were also in the mix. Turns out he's also gay (didn't know it at the time--funny how that happens).

This friend knows nothing about my interests in paganism, shamanism or New Age-type pursuits--hadn't broached the topic yet. So imagine my surprise when he just volunteers that his spiritual interests have changed, and he's been reading this book that describes how reptilians control the world!

He was referring to writer David Icke, who believes all world governments, monarchies and secret societies are really full of malevolent reptilian humanoids. I don't really know all the details (nor do I believe it, for the record), but these kind of crazy things come up now and then in those shamanic workshops I've been attending. I posted recently on a parahistory of Earth--not the same thing, exactly, but it requires the same suspension of disbelief.

Whether or not any of this is true, why is it after 15 years we end up talking about reptilian aliens?! WTF? I find this most intriguing. Only last summer, another friend of mine briefly described how he thought aliens were actually living on Earth. What is going on? These ideas are truly entering the mainstream. So what does this say about our collective psyche?

And don't forget those Hulu commercials!

The Reptilians Continue to Infiltrate--Spread the Word!

Yes, my tongue is firmly planted in cheek. But here's the creepy part. Last week I was out of town at a conference. A good friend from high school lives there, so I thought it would be great to catch up. We headed to the downtown area and had a wonderful sushi lunch. We're talking about old friends, jobs, relationships and so on. Keep in mind that we both went to the same Christian school, so spiritual things were also in the mix. Turns out he's also gay (didn't know it at the time--funny how that happens).

This friend knows nothing about my interests in paganism, shamanism or New Age-type pursuits--hadn't broached the topic yet. So imagine my surprise when he just volunteers that his spiritual interests have changed, and he's been reading this book that describes how reptilians control the world!

He was referring to writer David Icke, who believes all world governments, monarchies and secret societies are really full of malevolent reptilian humanoids. I don't really know all the details (nor do I believe it, for the record), but these kind of crazy things come up now and then in those shamanic workshops I've been attending. I posted recently on a parahistory of Earth--not the same thing, exactly, but it requires the same suspension of disbelief.

Whether or not any of this is true, why is it after 15 years we end up talking about reptilian aliens?! WTF? I find this most intriguing. Only last summer, another friend of mine briefly described how he thought aliens were actually living on Earth. What is going on? These ideas are truly entering the mainstream. So what does this say about our collective psyche?

And don't forget those Hulu commercials!

April Is the Gayest Month of the Year!

These pink dogwoods in my yard are simply beautiful. Look how pink!

Look around you at everything else blooming: bold pinks, bright yellows and sassy purples. April is a bit over the top, no? Does it have to be so flashy? Does it have to always queen out?

Oh, but we all love April. We'll wink and nod and keep its secret. But we all know it's the gayest month of the year! P.S.: that is not me in drag.

April Is the Gayest Month of the Year!

These pink dogwoods in my yard are simply beautiful. Look how pink!

Look around you at everything else blooming: bold pinks, bright yellows and sassy purples. April is a bit over the top, no? Does it have to be so flashy? Does it have to always queen out?

Oh, but we all love April. We'll wink and nod and keep its secret. But we all know it's the gayest month of the year! P.S.: that is not me in drag.

Is My StepMonster Human and Do I Have to Hug Her Neck?

I'd rather throttle her neck but--[deep breath]--herein lies my spiritual dilemma of the day.

So I'm re-reading Caroline Myss' "Anatomy of the Spirit," an intriguing book which I disagree with on several points. But I'm finding that my opinions are shifting the further I stroll down this shaman/druid path (as I call it). Her basic premise, as I understand it, is that our own fears and how we treat others can manifest in our bodies as illness. Whether or not you believe that, Myss does have compelling things to say about how we are all connected as humans.

Which brings up the StepMonster, who I believe is evidence of reptilian life from another planet here to enslave us! But I digress (and no offense to Hillary Clinton, but the photo does illustrate my point!).

I don't even know where to begin. When I was 16, my dad had an affair, eventually divorcing my mom and marrying this woman. It took a while to get over it, but I tried to make peace for my dad--and to please Jesus. But every now and then, the StepMonster (she is NOT any sort of "mother" to me!) meddles in family affairs for no other apparent reason than to stir shit up for her own agenda. (She MUST be reptilian!)

So the latest episode occurred over Easter while visiting my dad. It's a long story, but basically they each have their own house. My niece goes to visit the StepMonster since she likes her and her family, the dogs--and they have a Wii (teens can't resist the Wii). Personally, I avoid the StepMonster if at all possible, ever since she lied and torpedoed plans for a surprise birthday party for my dad. Later my niece tells us all that the StepMonster told her all about how one of my brother's is not really my dad's son! And then she played a phone message--from this past Christmas--of my brother cussing out my dad over the phone!

Several things about this cause my blood to boil. First, I've only heard this rumor about my brother through the StepMonster. She claims someone who knows his mother (we have different moms--dad kept busy!) told her--yet my brother's mom denies all of it. No one can name this mysterious "real father" or provide any evidence. Second, why is she telling my 17-year-old niece and playing a 4-month old phone message?!

This brother has never had a good relationship with my dad. He also has some mental illness, and has never been able to provide well for himself or his family. My theory is that the StepMonster doesn't like the drama my brother can cause, and I can appreciate that. But I think she's latched on this with the hope that my brother will "disappear" from my father's life. Does she have any concern for my brother's welfare? Hell, no! She's been spreading this rumor for nearly 20 years! My dad, unfortunately, won't put a stop to it, but then again, he never has been the most "thoughtful" or "caring" dad around.

I, of course, had to set my niece straight. She barely knows my brother, by the way, but is being fed these rumors. Oh, and the StepMonster claims there's going to be a DNA test! Right. My brother lives another county away and never visits, and I know he will never submit to such a test. And my dad avoids doctors like the plague. You gotta have both sets to make a match! Plus, my brother is 54 and my dad is 82. Is there a point to all this?

So if we're all connected in the great web of humanity, what do I do? How do I react to the StepMonster? Although I don't worry about pleasing Jesus anymore, I guess I do believe that all our actions and reactions have consequences. And all that energy flows through us and bounces back in a spiritual echo of sorts. It is like Jesus said, "You reap what you sow." (He did say that, right? My Bible memory is fading!) I don't want to hate or even dislike this woman. Maybe she simply represents a challenge for me. But am I supposed to pretend that she isn't hurting my loved ones? Or is a little righteous anger ok? I've always struggled with that. Maybe it's just leftovers from a Christianity that pressures us all to be milquetoasts.

I'd like a pagan perspective on this. A shamanic perspective. Were the StepMonster and I embroiled in some dysfunctional relationship from a past life? Does her star chart collide in pointy ways with mine? Hmmm, I could always create a voodoo doll... No, no, no! Bad mojo!

Maybe it's just this: I can't control her behavior or make it stop. Maybe I have to realize this and, instead, focus on seeing these challenges as opportunities for spiritual growth. Ask myself, how do I respond--not as a Christian, but as someone who tries to see all of humanity connected on a deeper level? How can this spiritual path help me create harmony where there is none? How can truth and love win out over half-truths and selfishness? How can I rise above the StepMonster's petty drama?

And yes, I have to give credit to Demi Moore's character in "St. Elmo's Fire" for the "StepMonster" moniker (one of the best movies ever!).

Is My StepMonster Human and Do I Have to Hug Her Neck?

I'd rather throttle her neck but--[deep breath]--herein lies my spiritual dilemma of the day.

So I'm re-reading Caroline Myss' "Anatomy of the Spirit," an intriguing book which I disagree with on several points. But I'm finding that my opinions are shifting the further I stroll down this shaman/druid path (as I call it). Her basic premise, as I understand it, is that our own fears and how we treat others can manifest in our bodies as illness. Whether or not you believe that, Myss does have compelling things to say about how we are all connected as humans.

Which brings up the StepMonster, who I believe is evidence of reptilian life from another planet here to enslave us! But I digress (and no offense to Hillary Clinton, but the photo does illustrate my point!).

I don't even know where to begin. When I was 16, my dad had an affair, eventually divorcing my mom and marrying this woman. It took a while to get over it, but I tried to make peace for my dad--and to please Jesus. But every now and then, the StepMonster (she is NOT any sort of "mother" to me!) meddles in family affairs for no other apparent reason than to stir shit up for her own agenda. (She MUST be reptilian!)

So the latest episode occurred over Easter while visiting my dad. It's a long story, but basically they each have their own house. My niece goes to visit the StepMonster since she likes her and her family, the dogs--and they have a Wii (teens can't resist the Wii). Personally, I avoid the StepMonster if at all possible, ever since she lied and torpedoed plans for a surprise birthday party for my dad. Later my niece tells us all that the StepMonster told her all about how one of my brother's is not really my dad's son! And then she played a phone message--from this past Christmas--of my brother cussing out my dad over the phone!

Several things about this cause my blood to boil. First, I've only heard this rumor about my brother through the StepMonster. She claims someone who knows his mother (we have different moms--dad kept busy!) told her--yet my brother's mom denies all of it. No one can name this mysterious "real father" or provide any evidence. Second, why is she telling my 17-year-old niece and playing a 4-month old phone message?!

This brother has never had a good relationship with my dad. He also has some mental illness, and has never been able to provide well for himself or his family. My theory is that the StepMonster doesn't like the drama my brother can cause, and I can appreciate that. But I think she's latched on this with the hope that my brother will "disappear" from my father's life. Does she have any concern for my brother's welfare? Hell, no! She's been spreading this rumor for nearly 20 years! My dad, unfortunately, won't put a stop to it, but then again, he never has been the most "thoughtful" or "caring" dad around.

I, of course, had to set my niece straight. She barely knows my brother, by the way, but is being fed these rumors. Oh, and the StepMonster claims there's going to be a DNA test! Right. My brother lives another county away and never visits, and I know he will never submit to such a test. And my dad avoids doctors like the plague. You gotta have both sets to make a match! Plus, my brother is 54 and my dad is 82. Is there a point to all this?

So if we're all connected in the great web of humanity, what do I do? How do I react to the StepMonster? Although I don't worry about pleasing Jesus anymore, I guess I do believe that all our actions and reactions have consequences. And all that energy flows through us and bounces back in a spiritual echo of sorts. It is like Jesus said, "You reap what you sow." (He did say that, right? My Bible memory is fading!) I don't want to hate or even dislike this woman. Maybe she simply represents a challenge for me. But am I supposed to pretend that she isn't hurting my loved ones? Or is a little righteous anger ok? I've always struggled with that. Maybe it's just leftovers from a Christianity that pressures us all to be milquetoasts.

I'd like a pagan perspective on this. A shamanic perspective. Were the StepMonster and I embroiled in some dysfunctional relationship from a past life? Does her star chart collide in pointy ways with mine? Hmmm, I could always create a voodoo doll... No, no, no! Bad mojo!

Maybe it's just this: I can't control her behavior or make it stop. Maybe I have to realize this and, instead, focus on seeing these challenges as opportunities for spiritual growth. Ask myself, how do I respond--not as a Christian, but as someone who tries to see all of humanity connected on a deeper level? How can this spiritual path help me create harmony where there is none? How can truth and love win out over half-truths and selfishness? How can I rise above the StepMonster's petty drama?

And yes, I have to give credit to Demi Moore's character in "St. Elmo's Fire" for the "StepMonster" moniker (one of the best movies ever!).

I'm Talking on the "Day of Silence"

If haven't already heard, today is a Day of Silence in the blogosphere to draw attention to anti-gay bullying in schools. Which has always been a problem and is certainly a worthy cause. My buddy Dave over at WickedGayBlog has more.

But I've been away all week, so I'm itching to talk! I plan to post a few more things later today--assuming work lets up a bit. My trip out of town was ok but busy. Ate too much. Glad to be home.

Since I mentioned bullying, it got me to thinking about the times I was bullied in school. I wasn't out, of course, but kids certainly picked up that I was somehow "different." Plus I was quiet, wore glasses and was generally a nerd--the perfect storm for bullying. It was traumatic, yes, and I hated school for a while, but I survived. But the new movie "17 Again" reminds me of all that.

I have no interest in seeing the film because it comes across as so immature. The trailer makes it sound like every adult yearns to go back and be 17 again. Not me, no sir. (Maybe 27 or 37--but not 17!). But if I did go back, I'd be hell on wheels! First thing I would do is blow off the closet doors. Then when the bullies showed up, I'd get into as many fights as possible! I only got into one actual fight in high school, and it scared me to death. So yeah, I'd go back and be mean as hell, even if it led to a broken bone and getting expelled. All that stuff passes--but self respect is harder to come by.

I'm Talking on the "Day of Silence"

If haven't already heard, today is a Day of Silence in the blogosphere to draw attention to anti-gay bullying in schools. Which has always been a problem and is certainly a worthy cause. My buddy Dave over at WickedGayBlog has more.

But I've been away all week, so I'm itching to talk! I plan to post a few more things later today--assuming work lets up a bit. My trip out of town was ok but busy. Ate too much. Glad to be home.

Since I mentioned bullying, it got me to thinking about the times I was bullied in school. I wasn't out, of course, but kids certainly picked up that I was somehow "different." Plus I was quiet, wore glasses and was generally a nerd--the perfect storm for bullying. It was traumatic, yes, and I hated school for a while, but I survived. But the new movie "17 Again" reminds me of all that.

I have no interest in seeing the film because it comes across as so immature. The trailer makes it sound like every adult yearns to go back and be 17 again. Not me, no sir. (Maybe 27 or 37--but not 17!). But if I did go back, I'd be hell on wheels! First thing I would do is blow off the closet doors. Then when the bullies showed up, I'd get into as many fights as possible! I only got into one actual fight in high school, and it scared me to death. So yeah, I'd go back and be mean as hell, even if it led to a broken bone and getting expelled. All that stuff passes--but self respect is harder to come by.

On the Road--Away for a Bit

Have a work-related conference to attend, so I'll be out of town for a day or so. I may get a chance to post but not sure. Feeling a bit behind everything right now and in a hurry. Wasn't it the rabbit in "Alice in Wonderland" who said, "I'm late! I'm late! For a very important date. No time to say hello--goodbye. I'm late! I'm late! I'm late!"

Hmmm, today the rabbit in "Alice." Yesterday, easter grass--I detect a theme!

On the Road--Away for a Bit

Have a work-related conference to attend, so I'll be out of town for a day or so. I may get a chance to post but not sure. Feeling a bit behind everything right now and in a hurry. Wasn't it the rabbit in "Alice in Wonderland" who said, "I'm late! I'm late! For a very important date. No time to say hello--goodbye. I'm late! I'm late! I'm late!"

Hmmm, today the rabbit in "Alice." Yesterday, easter grass--I detect a theme!

Happy Easter

May you get plenty of chocolate bunnies! I have no idea who this little girl is--but she could be me when I was younger. I was always putting the easter grass on my head! Go figure.

Happy Easter

May you get plenty of chocolate bunnies! I have no idea who this little girl is--but she could be me when I was younger. I was always putting the easter grass on my head! Go figure.

Last Nod to Winter: Artist Urs Twellmann

I know winter is officially over, and spring is bustin' out all over here in the Grove, but I think this image is beautiful and wanted to share it. Artist Urs Twellmann takes what he finds in each location and uses that to create his works--in this case, tree branches are transformed into "snowflakes."

Find more nature-inspired art at GreenMuseum.org.

Last Nod to Winter: Artist Urs Twellmann

I know winter is officially over, and spring is bustin' out all over here in the Grove, but I think this image is beautiful and wanted to share it. Artist Urs Twellmann takes what he finds in each location and uses that to create his works--in this case, tree branches are transformed into "snowflakes."

Find more nature-inspired art at GreenMuseum.org.

Recent Shamanic Workshop: Challenges and Dislikes

The "alien" photo will make sense if you keep reading, trust me. Here's my "Part B" post on the latest shamanic workshop I attended. This one deals with what I didn't like or what I thought was just plain silly. Well, maybe I should say, those things "I didn't find useful." There--so much more diplomatic, no?

Don't Know Much About History...
When we began our second day talking about an alternative history to Earth, I realized just how much of a newbie I am to all this. And this totally blew my mind as far as trying to keep up with names, places and connections. The facilitator made a good point about how we only know the history that is written down and the history of the "conquerors"--and that leaves out quite a bit.

And I guess his "parahistory" of Earth solves the problem of evolution's missing link--because this theory says we didn't evolve at all but were actually created. By aliens. Hmmm, somehow I don't see the Christians liking this theory either. Here's how it goes (from what I can remember): An interdimensional alien race came to Earth looking for resources (gold, specifically). Over time, they brought in another race to be their slaves, but the slaves revolted. To get a more controllable workforce, the aliens created us humans by combining chimp DNA and something else.

Then it gets really confusing! Martians enter the picture, several lost continents (Lemuria, Atlantis) appear and disappear, and we are told the Hebrews/Jews are also of alien descent! It was entertaining, sure, but really difficult to swallow. The whole alien-superrace-seeding-humanity reminds me, though of the "Battlestar Galactica" finale--an interesting connection.

Visions of Octahedrons Dancing in My Head
We also discussed a little sacred geometry, which I actually find quite intriguing--but I got totally lost along the way. Supposedly, visualizing ourselves in an octahedron (8-sided) is the correct way to gain balance. Really? I've been meditating quite successfully for a few years now--without rotating pyramids in my head--so why do I need this now?

The octahedron thing is related to the Hathors, allegedly interdimensional beings from Venus who speak through author and sound healer Tom Kenyon. This is how the Hathors have suggested we stupid humans meditate.

I guess there's no harm in it, but I just can't help but see it as just another wacky meditation alternative. Nothing "wrong" with that, I suppose. No more "odd" that your garden-variety shamanic journey--but I just wasn't feelin' it. And the Hathors--why do they only speak through Kenyon?? I just don't buy that he's the only one capable or the only one "listening" on the entire planet. My knee-jerk reaction is to say this merely helps him sell CDs! "If you want to hear from the Hathors, Tom Kenyon is the only approved source!"

And Kenyon's CDs? Well, I only heard snippets from one, so maybe I'm not getting the full repertoire--but what I heard didn't impress. It sounded like he picked up a mike, mixed in some groovy New Age music and just made weird sounds with his voice. This is supposed to be extraterrestrial communication? I felt like such a chump! I didn't protest, however, because I wanted to absorb the experience and then make my judgment. I'm sure I would be told that I'm allowing our own human and cultural "blocks" to color my perception. Well, how else would I perceive this? As a cat?

Drive the 2009 Merkaba!
It really does sound like a car. Well, keeping to sacred geometry, we also discussed the merkaba, allegedly an interdimensional vehicle that can transport us to a higher level of consciousness (shown above). Wait--didn't the octahedron do that? No, ok--so how many things to do I have to visualize? My head hurts--or maybe it's getting hit by the rotating pyramid-thingy!

The concept of the merkaba does have lots of interesting connections, however, to the Star of David, Kabbalah and mystic Drunvalo Melchizedek. Which is enough to make your head ache for weeks. Here's a simple video which I wish I had seen--makes it much more digestible, I think.

So there you go. Our facilitator always says to take everything with a grain of salt and never to accept anything just because he discusses it. All in all, everything I disliked is merely yet another way of looking at the same thing. We'll see what rises to the surface in time. Regardless, I say keep a healthy skepticism!

Recent Shamanic Workshop: Challenges and Dislikes

The "alien" photo will make sense if you keep reading, trust me. Here's my "Part B" post on the latest shamanic workshop I attended. This one deals with what I didn't like or what I thought was just plain silly. Well, maybe I should say, those things "I didn't find useful." There--so much more diplomatic, no?

Don't Know Much About History...
When we began our second day talking about an alternative history to Earth, I realized just how much of a newbie I am to all this. And this totally blew my mind as far as trying to keep up with names, places and connections. The facilitator made a good point about how we only know the history that is written down and the history of the "conquerors"--and that leaves out quite a bit.

And I guess his "parahistory" of Earth solves the problem of evolution's missing link--because this theory says we didn't evolve at all but were actually created. By aliens. Hmmm, somehow I don't see the Christians liking this theory either. Here's how it goes (from what I can remember): An interdimensional alien race came to Earth looking for resources (gold, specifically). Over time, they brought in another race to be their slaves, but the slaves revolted. To get a more controllable workforce, the aliens created us humans by combining chimp DNA and something else.

Then it gets really confusing! Martians enter the picture, several lost continents (Lemuria, Atlantis) appear and disappear, and we are told the Hebrews/Jews are also of alien descent! It was entertaining, sure, but really difficult to swallow. The whole alien-superrace-seeding-humanity reminds me, though of the "Battlestar Galactica" finale--an interesting connection.

Visions of Octahedrons Dancing in My Head
We also discussed a little sacred geometry, which I actually find quite intriguing--but I got totally lost along the way. Supposedly, visualizing ourselves in an octahedron (8-sided) is the correct way to gain balance. Really? I've been meditating quite successfully for a few years now--without rotating pyramids in my head--so why do I need this now?

The octahedron thing is related to the Hathors, allegedly interdimensional beings from Venus who speak through author and sound healer Tom Kenyon. This is how the Hathors have suggested we stupid humans meditate.

I guess there's no harm in it, but I just can't help but see it as just another wacky meditation alternative. Nothing "wrong" with that, I suppose. No more "odd" that your garden-variety shamanic journey--but I just wasn't feelin' it. And the Hathors--why do they only speak through Kenyon?? I just don't buy that he's the only one capable or the only one "listening" on the entire planet. My knee-jerk reaction is to say this merely helps him sell CDs! "If you want to hear from the Hathors, Tom Kenyon is the only approved source!"

And Kenyon's CDs? Well, I only heard snippets from one, so maybe I'm not getting the full repertoire--but what I heard didn't impress. It sounded like he picked up a mike, mixed in some groovy New Age music and just made weird sounds with his voice. This is supposed to be extraterrestrial communication? I felt like such a chump! I didn't protest, however, because I wanted to absorb the experience and then make my judgment. I'm sure I would be told that I'm allowing our own human and cultural "blocks" to color my perception. Well, how else would I perceive this? As a cat?

Drive the 2009 Merkaba!
It really does sound like a car. Well, keeping to sacred geometry, we also discussed the merkaba, allegedly an interdimensional vehicle that can transport us to a higher level of consciousness (shown above). Wait--didn't the octahedron do that? No, ok--so how many things to do I have to visualize? My head hurts--or maybe it's getting hit by the rotating pyramid-thingy!

The concept of the merkaba does have lots of interesting connections, however, to the Star of David, Kabbalah and mystic Drunvalo Melchizedek. Which is enough to make your head ache for weeks. Here's a simple video which I wish I had seen--makes it much more digestible, I think.

So there you go. Our facilitator always says to take everything with a grain of salt and never to accept anything just because he discusses it. All in all, everything I disliked is merely yet another way of looking at the same thing. We'll see what rises to the surface in time. Regardless, I say keep a healthy skepticism!